I'm so triggered that I'm shaking. I want to hurt myself so bad. I keep eying up everything. The scissors, the safety pin, a pen, my fingernails.... nothing can be too dull. I feel like I'm going to be sick if I don't do this. I'm paranoid as fuck, because I keep hearing my parents and I don't want them to find out so I keep backing out. My secret won't be spilled.
I'm sorry everybody. I'm a failure who should go die.
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