Headache

Night time is my weakness. The scars are still fresh on my thighs and I'm randomly having the urge to go add more. I hate it. My head is throbbing, which doesn't make it any easier. Today I'm somewhat dreading because I'm umpiring with a person who is... I don't know, it will just be awkward. And I am cramping so fucking bad I want to just take something big and heavy and slap Mother Nature. Periods need to fuck off