It's weird. This is the most serious conversation we've ever had. Infatuation. That's all I ever really was to you. And it's... odd finally dawning on that fact months later. Maybe that'll help me move forward instead of taking one step forward and two steps back.
Is it weird saying it kind of hurts in a way? Like... that I was just some internet tool and now you're gushing about somebody who doesn't exist and how you love her? I'm here for you.. but it just hurts in a way. Stings like lemon juice in a paper cut. Knowing that you raised my self esteem and to have it tumble down? Back to square one I guess. Took long enough.
RUP
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